Thursday, November 29, 2007
iNSESiTiVE
I feel sooo sad..because
he can't accept who i am..
i feel so hurt..
lalu na pag pnpmukha nya skin na
hindi ako ganun..hindi ako gnito. SHET!
kayang-kaya ko mgbago, pero
hindi na ako un.....
gusto ko lang naman
s lalakeng kaya akong tanggapin ng buong-buo.
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namamanhid n ko tuloi dahil sau..
ang manhid mo kxe!!!!!!!!!!!
TAE KA!
kung papipiliin ako...ung dte na mukha xang patpatin.
o ung ngaun na lalu xang nging gwapo.
amf. s totoo lang i just don't care about his looks.
namimiss ko n kxe ung dteng xa. :D okei lng
khit d n ung dteng kami.....i just miss how
gentle he was before. kxe ngaun he's soooo mean.
and i hate it...coz he makes me become sooo mean tooo.
aun. tae! feel forever n kaming ganito.
paasa and asa.
asar and pikon.
false alarm.
love and hate.
and whatever! hahah
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7:11 AM
Monday, November 19, 2007
korni
LOVE
If there's one thing i've learned in loving, it is to keep a little *love* for myself so that in case *just in case* he's going to break my heart and leave me..at least, it will be less difficult for me to find myself again. Slowly, i would be able to pick the shattered pieces of my heart and the slowly find a way to move on..and let my heart find its remedy.
well eto lang mssbi ko sa pgging BiTTER.
It's not bad to feel bitter because in the first place you're just
trying to get over with the things that really sucks..
But wait, which is better? pgging BITTER o pgging TANGA?
nkakagagu d ba kung mas ppliin mo pang mgpakamartyr at LALUNG mgpakatanga.....life is good
you'll find someone better. GRRRR!
AND the hell that person cares whether you are bitter? La k naman gngwa s knila. un nga lng, kaw n ung bitter. u feel it and they don't feel that! WHY ARE THEY SO AFFECTED??
It's none of their business..because they are the one who insist you to
be that way..and if they really don't care about you, they will never ever try to
get in ur business. (BUSINESS MISERY) ;p
nkktmad. hindi naman tlga e2 ung ipopost ko! nwla n kxe ko s emol mode ko eh. ;p
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2:02 AM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
MiGRAiNE
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sa’yo
Hindi sinasadya
Hahanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? andiyan pa ba sa iyo?
[Chorus]
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?
Naiinip na ako, naghihintay sa ‘yo
Masakit na ang ulo, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Yung tipong ang sagot
Ay di rin isang tanong
[repeat Chorus]
Dahil, ‘di na makatulog
Dahil ‘di na makakain
Dahil ‘di na makatawa
Dahil, di na
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako
[repeat Chorus]
Nahihilo
Nalilito
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5:35 AM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Small world.
after learning how flattered i was
to know how small the world is....
my heart's suddenly crushing
because i too live in this little world
around with someone i'd love to live
but would rather love to take me away
out of this world i'm living in.
wushuu! andrama ko! haha
peroo tlga...ang small ng world..
d ko akalain na ang mga taong malalapit sa
akin ay connected din sa mga taong malapit din
sa mga taong importante skin. at d ko rin aakalain
na pati ang mga taong ayokong makilala at kinaaayawan
ay sadyang malapit din sa mga taong malalapit skin na
di ko aakalaing makikilala sila.
at aun...naiiyak n ko kanina.
ang liit lng kxe ng mundo eh.
pati mundo ko.....
"xa" lang gus2 ko. ='c
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7:07 AM
Sunday, November 4, 2007
I love my lotion
WARNiNG: *nosebleed*
Grrr. I'm sooo bored. T_T
Obviously i'm running out of things to do. I don't think
i'm doing anything "productive" today.
I don't know where to pour my attention and efforts. *ayokong magbasa.ayokong maglinis.ayokong lumabas ng bahay*
Just when i woke up, i started to eat my brunch and
then as usual, got into my place where my computer is at and
wasted 5 hours online just to stare at my monitor.
*AMF! penglish-english pa! HAHA. la n tlaga ko magawang matino. :))
I just wanna let my brain work and bleed again kasi bukas mgsisimula
na 2nd sem! AT UN! Duduguin n naman kami sa mga lessons namin. :D*
Anyway, you probably might be wandering if i was just invisible in the YM
Hmm. Hindi noh. I really didn't sign in because im sooo tamad to chat.
And i'm not in the mood to blab and talk to people..except if you are one of my closest friends and sort of....special someone in my life. *ARTE KO! :))*
*tama na lokohan! ayoko na!*
EHHH!
mas feel kong mgtxt. hihi. ;p
pero ung katxt ko kanina, AMF.
la cnbi kundi ang bitter ko. bitter ko. bitter ko.
Sawang-sawa n pla ako. tama na! STOP ME!
I don't know what
makes me Bitter? All i know is that i'm just trying to
get out of this misery caused by people who give nothing
but chorvah! haha.
Ooooh aun! I was just browsing my files a while ago, and
i found my old pictures. Hmmm. My childhood pictures!
AUN! kalbo nga ko nung bata ako...at ang favorite kong
suot ay, t-shirt and shorts (at panty). Talaga namang
pgkakamalan akong lalake kung wla din akong piercing s tenga!
Me nakapagsbi pa dati skin, "ang gwapo2 naman!!!" CHE!
Gurl kaya ako? haha.
ayan. haha. bata pa lang vain na ko! Lagi kong hawak ang
aking lotion pati aun...bilog ako. :)) haha
*from left-right*Kuya allan (my cousin), my bro, my sis and of course..it's me! :D
nakaupo kami niyan sa carosa..yeah, holy week nga.
Un lang! ;p tntmad n pla ko mgkwento. sa susunod n lng ulit. :D
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11:27 PM
