Saturday, July 5, 2008
grrrr

People will love and adore you for the hundreds
of good things you've done for them

but they will hate you for a single mistake..


ooh damn it.
Di naman ako masamang tao eh.. ='c
i hate it!

my BiTTER-SWEET diary
7:37 PM


Saturday, June 21, 2008
wanna know what i've been doing lately? :D

Xmpre e2 ngssgot ng survey. :P

1. Where were you at 3:02 AM thismorning?
-> sa tabi ng mama ko!nkktulog.haha

2. Who was the first thing youthought this morning?
-> hmmm..... :)

3. Is the person you have a crush onolder or younger than you?
-> OLDER!ampotah.haha

4. What did you do last night?
-> nagbonding sa balay! :p

5. What do you hope to do this weekend?
-> xmpre mgaaral pero bago yan, iistalk ko muna xa!WHAHAHA!

6. Do you think you will be in arelationship 3 months from now?
-> rawr! :))

7. What song are you listening to?
-> teenage love affair.
"want u to be my first, my last my ending and beginning." landi.haha

8. Have you ever told someone of theopposite sex you loved them?
-> yes

9. How’s your heart lately?
-> okei lng..buhay pa. ;p

10. What were you doing at 7 a.m?
-> sleeping..zzzzz

11. What were you doing this afternoonat 12 p.m.?
-> nsa classroom

13. What was the reason you last cried?
-> i forgot? :)

15. What was the last movie you saw intheaters?
-> rawr...d ko n lam.

16. How did you meet the top3 of ur top 6 friends?
-> school.ü

17. How old is he/she?-
> clang mga friends ko? almost my age. :p

18. Have you ever driven without alicense?
-> drove a car? yeah!haha

19. Have you ever talked to someonewhen they were high?
-> like they're drunk? yeah. ;p

20. How many red lights have you ran?
-> wla pa..ü

21. Have you ever cried while in theshower?
-> nope

25. Have you ever, in anyway, beenbetrayed by someone you trusted?
-> oooh yeah

26. When was the last time you weregiven roses?
-> my birthday. ;p

27. Is there anything that you arecraving for right now?
-> xa?whahaha!lol!!! wla eh. :P

28. Where did your last hug take place?
-> d2 s hauz.hehe

29. Do people ever make stupidmistakes when spelling or saying yourname?
-> uu..ako c martha o hindi c maira! amf. :))

30. Do you drink tea?
-> yeah

32. When was the last time you saw acop?
-> guard lan eh.

33. Did you ride in someone else’s cartoday?
-> hindi.

34. Do you wet the toothbrush beforethe toothpaste?
-> yes.

35. Does someone like you?
-> rawr.. ;p

36. What do you like on your toast?
-> a celebration for my baby! :))

37. Where do you like to keep yourmoney?
-> on my account. ;p

38. Do you read the news daily?
-> noooo..minsan lng.hehe

39. Do you have over 150 friendsterfriends?
-> yes

40. Do you like to press the coinreturn button on everything for freemoney?
-> xure!

41. How do you want to get married?
-> hmmmm. :)

42. What day of the week will yourbirthday fall on this year?
-> tpos na eh...friday yta nun. :)

43. Are you wearing socks?
-> yeah

44. Would you ever dye your hairblonde?
-> i don't feel the color.

45. Did you wear clipon/stickonearrings as a child?
-> huh? :)

46. Have you ever seen “Walk the Line”?
-> anu?
47. Do you still get easter basket?
-> nooo

48. When was the last time it snowed?
-> d p ngssnow d2 s pinas.

49. Are puddles the best part about rain?->

50. What’s the closest pink thing toyou?
-> umbrella

51. Do you have plans for tonight?
-> hmm..wla

52. Are you wearing anything youborrowed from someone?
-> none.

53. Do you know anybody named Eric?
-> yes

54. Do you go online every day?
-> kinda.

55. The survey ends, last words?
-> pambhira! :o

my BiTTER-SWEET diary
6:16 AM


Sunday, May 25, 2008
BOYS just wanna have FUN

Ngaun lng ako nalinawan about BOYS..
They really like having FUN.

I mean in EVERYTHING

even in LOVE..

they tend to look for more *gurls*
even if they already have one.


bat gnun?! why are they such?
Is it their nature to be like that?
hai naku..whatever!

my BiTTER-SWEET diary
7:41 AM


Monday, May 5, 2008
CHEERS! im not a loser! :p

Narealize ko lang na hindi ko pala kailngan maging MABAIT para sa isang tao..
Sa isang taong wala naman ginawa kundi abusuhin pgging mabait mo.

May times din na kailngan mong mging MGING MSMA gaya nila.
But you don't have to be LIKE THEM..
un lng..MALDITA ka lng ng unti. :))
D naman msma eh. You just have to defend yourself in case somebody
will cross the line and do something against you..
Bsta stay CALM and GENTLE. that's it! :D

di ko talaga makalmutan tong payong toh "Chill!" <--xure. haha

I know things have their own payback time.
And now, it's my time to rejoice!
Ooh ayan nakarma ka din! BEH! buti nga sau! :P

on the brightside:

How many times did that happened to him?
Until now he haven't found somebody who will
take care of his heart.

I want to comfort him but I just can't do
that.. All i can do is to hope that someday, we will
be back for good. yung msya n xa s buhay nya
at ako rin msya n din sa sarili ko. :)


<<<>>>
to the topic..

Sa totoo lang, nttwa tlaga ko knina eh! hehe
i h8 him! i h8 him!!
he makes me laugh. :D











my BiTTER-SWEET diary
3:38 AM


Sunday, April 13, 2008
touch my body

E=MC2
Emancipation=Mariah Carey x2

i really love this song..because it reflects my personality.
It 's like being me, having fun and being real!
-mariah carey

hahahha. uu na!

I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cuz if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cuz they be all up in my business
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you like my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter
Than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me
Like a tropical breeze
And float away with you
In the Caribbean Sea

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here

Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cuz if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cuz they be all up in my business
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you like my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

I'm a treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the life of luxury
Baby just turn to me
You won't want for nothing boy(Nooo)
I will give you plenty joy

Touch my body
Put me on the floor (throw me on the floor) Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel Like you never did.
Touch my body

Let me wrap my thighs (let me wrap my thighs, around your waist for just a little taste)
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body

Know you like my curves (I know you like it)
Come on and give me what I deserve (Give me what I deserve babe)
And touch my body.

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Oh yeah oh yeah (every little way you like to touch my body baby)
Touch my body (yeah Yeah ooh ooh baby... Oh Oh, ooh ooh baby)
Touch My Body (uh Uh ooh ooh ooh)
Touch My Body (come on Give Me what I deserve... Oh)


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This is my favorite song for the moment! yeah! haha. i really like the song.
i know it's soooo flirty but it's just sooooo cute CUTE pkinggan okei.
hahaha. :))

If i could dedicate this song. *Yuck! idededicate pa eh noh.* u know na
this is for my one and only..hmmm. NO ONE! :))


Mariah tlga..i adore her. She's soo sexy! I envy her! How i wish i also possess that kind of curves over my body..and also that legs! wow. that would be perfect!

para san nga ba ang pgging sexy? Anyway, almost all girls wish to be sexy.
but not that kind of "bastusin" for anyone. DUH!

Ako..i want to be sexy so that everytime i would look at the mirror, i could still see one of the beautiful wonders of the world. yeah! just kidding!
Damn it! same old reason why i wanna be like that..
hmm. WHATEVER! :D

my BiTTER-SWEET diary
7:51 AM


Thursday, April 3, 2008
SURVEY! haha

1.Have you ever said, you'llnever love again?
+ kinda

2.Is there anything bothering you rightnow?
+ hmmm. i dunno!

3.Is there something you wanna let go of?
+ im letting go. :)

4.Do the old songs you had in yourpast really remind you of the memories?
+ sometimes..

5.How important is trust??
+ hmmm. it's a must.

6.How do you forget someone?
+ aww..u don't forget..u just moved on

7.Is crying a sign of weakness?
+ noooope..but too much is not good.

8.Do you always regret?
+ for some matters..

9. Do you find your ex's new gf/bfgood looking?
+i DON'T think so. :D

12.What will you do if you're stuck inthe elevator with someone you don'tlike?
+ just casual..

13.Have you ever wanted someone but you can’t have him/her?
+ yes yes YES!

14.Have you ever said 'I love you' butyou lied?
+ aww.

15.Would you ever want to go back inthe past?
+ yes to fix everything. :D

16.Do you really wanna please everybody?
+ yeah sometimes..pero d rin! i can't do them a favor if it doesn't please me. :P

17.Is waiting ever okay?
+ yeah..

18.Right now, where do you wanna be?
+ to a beautiful quite and peaceful place. :)

19. When is enough, enough?
+ when u've already done ur best.. :D

20. What are you so sick and tired of?
+ im so sick of getting hurt and being hurt.
im so tired of HIM! *bow. hehe*

21. What made you smile today?
+ i forgot. maybe just what had happened yesterday that makes me smile today.. :D

22.Is looking good important?
+ of course..but looks is nothing w/o personality :D

23. Do you listen to love songs whenyou’re down?
+ sometimes.

24.What are you thankful of?
+ alot. :D

25. Do you believe in forever?
+ yeah

26. What are your plans for theweekend?
+ kumain ng unti at magpapayat! amf! asa! :P

27. Do you say sorry first?
+ aww. seldom!

28. Do you believe that married couples should still go out on a date?
+ of course. :)

29.Has someone promised you something and broke it?
+ maybe.. =c

my BiTTER-SWEET diary
6:06 AM


Friday, March 28, 2008
Emo ako ngaun.

"I watch the times we had together burn away.
I watch my memories of him burn away.
I am through with them.
Fucking through.
It is time to say goodbye"
- A Million Little Pieces


Just like what people do during summer, i also want to swim, hang around and party. Not because i wanna have fun, but because i need to. Damn! I'm so lonely. I want to get him out of my mind permanently!

i thought it would be easier for me to move on or bring it back again by staying even with him..but no..im wrong.

I dont have that strong heart when it comes to him.
I might say things that are mean and hard
but when it comes to him i know i would just only swallow it.
He's my weakness and i know i have to overcome it. i have to.

Maybe now...i really have to take it seriously.
If said it, i should really mean it. Xa lng naman un d ba? AMF.
Now i realized why he deserves to be dumped and slapped!

Last night, I already decided to say these things to him.
I told him that I don't want him anymore.
I dont want us to be friends.
I don't wanna talk to him anymore.

and he shud be might as well cut off everything between us.


I was soooo brave to tell him that
..He's the only guy i really can't get enough of.
I don't know how should i feel but
i know my feelings are so mixed.
I feel numb, hurt and once more i am bleeding.
While im feeling all of these feelings, he is kinda acting
really strange.

Now, i really don't feel the need to keep him. IM SO HURT!
He's no longer the guy i used to know.

Lalu na when i look back at those days na naphiya ako dhil s knya..
i felt like a trash that day...though i know he's just joking..but

I think it's not appropriate to make a joke in frotn of other whom i don't even know
personally.



However, i'm so glad i did it. I'd finally had the guts to end up everything
with him. rawr! i don't care if they see me bitter in my part..But the hell!
He turned up my life into hell! =c
Sna d ko n lng xa mnhal.. :c
It's also my fault because i chose to love him.
i broke my heart by loving him.

awww.*SIGH*
i always keep myself on the track.
he's the reason why i still keep going on..
i've got so much love to give but too bad..im just one of those hopelessly romantic.
empty..frustrated..and broken

RAWR!STUPID! d n ko bblik dun.
promise.
now that i've got the guts to end everything between us.
-I'LL FIND LOVE AGAIN-

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9:16 PM





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Wishes
chocolates for xmas
flowers on valentines day
surprises for my birthday
and

"him" for my everafter :D

Hates
i don't hate anyone
i just hate them
when they start to act
like a loser. *charing! :D


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